hahaha...
guess who the exaggerator is...
Of course it's me...
hehehe...
well...
i like exaggerating things...
it makes something exciting...
dont you agree...
i mean...
saying "there's a fire...!"
is different from...
saying "The WHOLE house is on fire...!"
hahah...
it will make a huge difference saying those words...
hahahha...
it makes something more exciting...
and of course...
it makes people talk about it more...
the exaggerated it is...
the more they are concerned or sort of...
hahahah...
though i know that...
having a fire....
really...
you cannot forget about that...
even if the fire was just a small one...
because...
the trauma is there....
anyway...
im being senti here...
*flash backs of the past coming*
sometimes...
we have to exaggerate things...
people won't placidly accept just simple facts...
you have to make the fact not simple...
so they can accept it faster...
then when they know what really happen....
they're just gonna tell you...
"you're just exaggerating things!"
hahaha...
at least, at that moment...
he/she responded quickly...
hahaha...
and you won't be scolded at all...
they're just going to laugh at you...
for example....
someone got hurt...
shout out loud!!!
"He's DYING!!!!"
hahahaha....
everybody will be like crazy...
and someone will be actually acting already...
and when they know what really happened..
they just laugh at you...
at least...
you got the attention of other people...
to help the one hurt!!!
hahaha..
anyways...
don't do it!!!
its just an example...
even i dont do that...
I exaggerate not on the actual...
but I exaggerate when I state things, facts, or stories...
but not on the actual event!!!!
No... dont do that...
hehehe.....
even if its natural to exaggerate things....
lets say to heat things up...
you also have to control the "drive to exaggerate things"...
hahaha...
How do you know what you want??
really...
Im being serious!!!
I know what I don't want..
but how do you know what you want...??
is it simply the one that you don't don't like???
if its that simple...
why do everyone spend soo much time finding what they want???
is it because there are so many things that they don't want...
that they haven't seen something that they don't dislike???
Or maybe because we tend to focus on the things that we don't want...
that's why...
we neglect the things that we want or like....
from my observations...
only few of us found what they like...
some says that people tend to look very far searching for happiness...
but actualy...
what they're looking for is really near them...
I mean...
we look for things..
new things to know what happiness really is...
but...
we are searching too far to be able to see what's near us...
what we already know....
where we already have found happiness from..
isn't happiness found in something you like???
so does that mean..
looking for something you like is like...
looking for happiness...
happiness...
may be found in things...
placess....
persons...
events...
and lots more....
there could be a lot of happiness...
but how do you know where your happiness lies???
for me...
im still searching....
but im still considering....
the things i like which i've already found....
you just have to balance...
though i know...
that i am still looking for that something that would make me happier...
and that happiness im looking for...
will affect my whole future...
Well..
actually...
im still looking for the job/work that would make me the happiest....
soo....
as you can see...
im still searching....
you???
have you found it???
How do you know what you want???
please comment if you know an advice.....
Thank You!!!
hahaha...
So...
Here it goes..
My dream started when I was sleeping...
hehehe...
~~~
okayy..
uhmmm...
its in a festival...
and i am one of the persons behind the festival..
you can say that i am in the committee...
then My best friend in the story..
i mean in the dream..
is/was my crush!!!!
(in reality and in dreams that is)
gosh!!!
and then..
i think...
I am the one helping him get his loved one..
which is a girl i know in reality..
so...
I dont like the outcome of the dream..
there was like i dont know what you call it..
but in a stage..
its like a dedication booth..
so...
i told my crush *slash* best friend..
to confess...
(OMG!!! I am sooo like a martyr..)
I feel like one...
~~~
in that dream...
i feel like happy for him...
but..
sad for myself...
I pity seing myself like that...
hahaha...
that wont happen...
~~~
coz...
maybe one day...
ill be doing that same thing...
on him or on somebody else!!!
Thats reality right???
~~~
anyway...
he confessed to the girl....
and he got loved back!!!
ouch!!!
now they are together..
(in the dream)
and here I am waiting!!!
J~K!!!
~~~
So..
My crush *slash* best friend...
will soon be in college...
hehehe...
(this is not in the dreams anymore)
so...
i am already starting to get rid of these feeling!!!!
those creepy feelings...
hahaha..
i cant explain those...
hahaha...
thats why i dont want to see him!!!
at school...
because i feel something i dont feel about any other boys...
Though he's not the only crush I have!!!
(Is that being unfaithful??)
~~~
anyway...
we will be far from each other...
so...
I think i like what will happen...
its not like...
i dont like having crush on him...
or i dont like to see him anymore...
i like the feeling...
but...
in this way..
i'll be able to forget those feelings and be happy to be friends with him...
hehehe...
~~~
WHY do i have a crush on him????
well..
he's gay!!!
not gay - gay!!!!
Gay as in happy and gay!!!
hehehe...
and he is very confident....
and i think he can beat me in anything i will do!!!
(I just feel it!!!)
hahaha...
just saying!!!
~~~
I like talking to him!!!
Uhhmmm...
this is like major confession!!!!
hahaha...
but...
its more like...
hi...
i have a crush on you...
so goodbye!!!!
thinggy!!!
coz...
im already starting to forget having crush on him....
hehehe...
but..
i think..
its not a goodbye!!!
its just a see you when i see you...
coz i dont want to say goodbye to him...
he's a very nice friend to have....
hehehe...
~~~
Well..
Im just being mature about this!!!
heheh...
its not like...
I love him....
hahha...
NO way!!!
not yet feeling those tings!!!
hahaha...
(though maybe someday....
someone will be lucky enough to be loved by me..)
hehehe..
~~~
So...
this is just soooo random...
hahahha..
Im here ranting stuffs...
hehehe..
thats why you call this a blog right???
its like an online diary!!
hehehe...
~~~~
is there such thing as unrequited Crush??
hahha..
that's funny..
coz thats what I feel right now while writing these!!!
its like in the dramas...
hahaha...
before the guy knew that the girl loves him...
the girl is already avoiding him to forget him...
hahaha....
~~~~
i dont know if its un-unrequited~!!!
and i dont like to know....
that would change everything!!!!
it will be hard!!!
hahaha...
Just wanna be friends..
thats all...
hahahha...
moving on to the next target!!!
have to find a new one na lang!!!
hehehe...
~~~~
well...
if he requests me to still have a crush on him...
I might!!!
hahahha...
its like in the dramas!!!!
hahahha...
it won't happen...
~~~
really....
my imaginations going wild...
hahahha....
~~~
heheeee....
oh...
and I asked him to read this...
hahaha...
Its just to tell him...
hehehe...
~~~
for like 2 years!!!!
I hid it from him...
so now you know...
if you have a secret...
and you want to tell it to somebody...
you can tell it to me...
I could keep your secret for about my whole life...
hahaha...
just like some of the secrets my friends has...
I never told it to anyone.....
hehehe...
though some of their secrets...
because I never talked about it....
I forgot what the secret is!!!
~~~
Isnt it very amazing....
how one conversation started from a dream...
then talks about the crush...
then ends in keeping secrets...
~~~
You see how we people can connect those things...
by just our thoughts...
Its amazing....
~~~
Sugoiiiii~~~~~!!!!!
hahha...
~~~
Tagalog:
Antagal ko na ring hindi nakakapagsalita ng japanese ah!!! hehehe....
1st tym ko magtagalog sa blog ko!!!
cherish the moment....
ngayon lang ako magtatagalog!!!
hahaha...
~~~
till next time!!!
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
hayyy...
this is absolutelt true!!!
hehehe..
hahah..
This is just a random stuff!!!
And its freakkyyy!!
I just logged in at myspace...
and OMG!!!
they were asking if i want the language to be english or espanol!!!
sooo...
i understand spanish!!!
hahaha...
but i want to use english!!!
soo..
in the choices...
there were the choices
use espanol or continue using english!! (in espanol)
hahah..
sooo...
I clicked continue using english!!!!
but!!!!
i realized..
there was english words below....
too late!!!!
i already clicked it!!!
so now im using espanol!!!!
hahaha...
now im troubled!!!
hahha..
this is very bad luck!!!
but i've already fixed things up...
of course...
i understand the language....
so somehow ive managed to fix things up!
haha..
i was like very crazy!!!!
i wasnt even calm doing that!!!
i was thinking..
what if i live my whole life using myspace in this way!!!
waaaa....
ill just make a new profile...
but..
how about my 8 friends at myspace...??
GOSH!!!
*only 8 in like 2 yrs using it!!! not to mention tom!!!*
so i only have 7 true friends!!!
hahaha....
that means i can easily make a new account!!!
hahaha...
well...
everthings fine now!!!!
but..
when it wasnt a while ago..
i was screaming "shit"!!!
hahahha.....
thats what we do when we dont really like what we've done!!!
hahaha....
oh come on!!!
Its not like you dont say shit when you did something wrong...
and you have nobody to blame!!!
well.. except for you!!!
hahaha...
admit it!!!
coz i admit it!!!
hahha..
anyways...
This is a very random stuff..
coming out of nowhere!!!!
hahaha....
