Well...
If you are wondering why i changed dreams...
well...
it because of my family...
my eldest bro is a shifter...
hahaha...
he doesnt know what job to take...
he's still searching for his dream...
he says that if he could turn back the time...
he could have...
and made everything alright...
but he cant...
so i got it from his experience...
i think that i should broaden my horrizons...
and then my 2nd bro...
he is in pre med...
and as of what i am seing...
he wants to stop being a doctor because its very stressful...
but cant because hes already ther and hes scared to tell both my parents...
soo...
i can see that hes not having fun at all...
stress all day....
soooo....
i dont want that to happen to me...
alright!!
the income is great if youre a doctor but...
hello???
isnt the meaning of dream is being happy in the end but working hard for it???
sooo...
why should i not be happy working hard for my dream...???
sooo it only shows that..
that is not my dream....
well...
sort of!!!
I want to be successful and be happy...
but...
in the process...
I should also be happy....
right???
hmmm...
so the next person is my mama...
she said that whatever i do in the future...
i should be happy doing it...
not only for the money...
well....
she wants to help people thats why shes a doctor...
shes happy doing it...
shes very servic oriented...
well...
so...
i was wondering...
what makes me happy...
and i realized...
i really dont know!!!
hahah!!!
sooo...
next comes papa...
hahah...
soo...
hes a businessman...
sooo...
thats were ive inherited my business oriented mind...
hahahaha!!!
sooo...
He wants me to be a doctor..
he believes that
ill have a better future if im going to be one....
soo...
he keeps on bugging me to be one...
hahah....
hmmmm.....
hes very annoying though!!!
its like...
hes my obstacle or hindrance!!!
hahah...
if i get to pass him...
then my dream is this....
hahaha....
if hes an obstacle...
then...
ill be able to pass him..
but if i cant and give up..
then im not going to be one!!!
hahaha...
so simple!!!!
Did you ever woke up realizing that...
what you were just believing yesterday was a fraud?
waaaa....
I did...
well...
not that specific!!!
I didnt really wake up...
then poof it became cococrunch you know!!!
I just realize!!!
hahaha...
that was just a figurative speech!
sooo...
Well...!!
just so you know!!
my dream is to be a doctor...
uhm...
well, it WAS!!!
sooo...
I dont even know if it was MY dream...
I really thought it was my dream...
well...
then i realized...
it was my parents dream for me...
when i was younger..
it was like...
okay!!!
Ill be a doctor...
because they said i should be a doctor...
then when i grew older *not too old*
I thought it was my dream...
Well actually....
I tought the only job I can do was to be a doctor...
hahaha....
that was something funny to realize....
but hey!!!
I did thought of it!!!
hahaha...
hmmmm....
then when I reached 2nd year HS!!!
well...
just so you know again!!!
I'm an incoming 3rd year HS!!!
sooo....
I heard of the quotation...
broaden your horrizons!!!
hahaha...
well...
of course...
thats not the first time ive heard of it!!!
just a figurative speech again!!!
then I tried to look at what Im doing everyday...
and I was like!!!
woah!!!
I always use the computer...
Not that I always watch dramas (or what you call youtube-ing) which I do!!!
but...
I always like using the computer and learning new stuffs about it!!!
well...
not only the computer...
but Im also a techy person...
if you know what i mean!!!
I like almost everything about electonics...
and the job concerning this pays well...
So Why not???
but I'm still waiting...
If I want to have this job in the future...
*THIS means a lot of jobs concerning technology*
I still have to tolerate my father....
And I have to wait for the career talk this 3rd year..
and...
the test you take to know where you are good at...
and what job will you be successful if you chose to have that job...
sooo...
Im still thinking!!!
I have to put these things into mind before I decide....
Ive realized that there are many jobs out there waiting for me...
soo..
i guess...
ill see what happens next...
but you see...
if i were to be a doctor...
then i will be....
and if i am not to be a doctor...
then i will not be....
and besides...
if i go back to my old dream....
then my path is already set...
hahaha....
if i will stay being a technology inclined person...
then....
i will still have to make another path...
that will be a very big work!!!
hahah..
hmm...
as you can see...
This post is about my father....
yes!!!
how lazy he is...
hmmmmpppfff!!!
he's so lazy...
he doesnt even know how to use his feet!!!
well...
as evidence!!!
like last time...
we ate lunch the ordinary way...
well this lunch was very ordinary..
it came to the point that the water bottle was empty...
mama told papa that the water bottle was empty..
she was about to stand up and get water....
but then papa stopped her....
so mama remained sited....
then he said that the water bottle was empty...
as if I didnt here mama said that...
so he asked me to get water...
whats up with that???
huh?!
mama was about to get it but he stopped and asked me to do it instead!!!!
I was like!!!!
Why dont you get it yourself???
but of course I didnt say that because he's my father!!!
duh???!!!
so I asked the maid to get water...
and I told papa that mama was about to get it!!!
And papa said....
he knows im going to get it!!!
WhAt tHe HeCk!!!!
then I told him that he was so lazy...
Then he said just get it!!!!
And I didnt move a muscle!!!
sooo...
he was angry and told me *with big eyes* to get the water.....
Fine...
so I stand up..
and I saw my grandma carrying the bottle of water...
so I got it from her and gave it to papa...
then I speed up eating....
hmmmpfff!!!
then i left the table!!!!
What was that all about!!!
making me do what somebody wanted to do voluntarily!!!
Ow yah!!
there was more!!!!
he asked me what was my job...
my mama told him student...
occupation is student...
And papa said that its summer and im not a student anymore....
then mama said...
housewife?
hahaha...
I laughed...
but of course all in the mind...
so I wanted to ask him whats his job...
my mama is a doctor what about him???
He's like...
Occupation: N/A
hahaha!!!
hmmm...
hes just a lazy guy....
who goes out to shoot because of his hobby...
hmmmm....
what do you call him...???
what was that word again???
that B word???
ahhh...
thats it..
a BUM!!!!
hmmmm.....
but anyway..
hes still my father...
so....
cant be living without him...
btw....
this is a clip from youtube...
I was reminded of it by the word cant live...
hahaha...
Its super funny!!!
you should watch it too...
here's the link!!!
